Do you ever feel like right after something great happens, everything goes wrong?

I passed my test.
I hate life right now.

mood: grrrrr..... music: Godsmack "Whatever"

Don't you ever wish your life was just a big fairy tale? That one day, your prince charming, the perfect one, would find you. That everything would turn out ok. That you would only say the word and everything would be fine. Thats also the worst thing about being in a fairy tale. You cant right your own destiny. Like me, I want to be in a band, spreading words of wisdom and wonder, that inspire people to do the same. For me, bands like The Fray with "how to save a life", Red Jumpsuit Apparatus with "misery loves its company", and Keane with "somewhere only we know" inspire me to continue writing lyrics and loving it. It sets me free.

"Why fly when you know you may always fall, why spread youd your wings and know you may lose it all." -The Clouds Over Ashland

mood: tired music: Guster "What you Wish For"

I am sooooo excited that my karate test is coming up! Tomorrow my karate partner is coming over for sme intense training. I'm gonna ace this thing! Today was pretty fun, I finished all of my summer reading drafts, and got to play with my neighbors soccer ball. Lame, I know, but it beats working or summer reading. I had fun. Then I worked as I will again on friday. And of course, when I get home, and try to print my stupid information (which is 33 pages long) i got to page 26 and my printer died. so horrible... and then i was late for class. great great great great. then got subway, came home, watched the end of the goonies, revised my essay, and here i am. writing away. writing writing writing. "stuff happens and i want to be prepared, so follow along, and dont be scared, as we go on this thrill ride, of our wonderful lives....." The Clouds Over Ashland

mood: geeky music: The Fray "How To Save A Life"

What can I say? Today was good, ya know, same old stuff. Slept in, watched "My super Sweet Sixteen" until like, noon, ate microwaved ramon noodles for breakfast. Goooood stuff. Then I took an enormously long shower, and megan came over. We went to Target for my contacts appointment, and to Kohls and I got some new shirts and an awesome awesome awesome belt. Its white with metal studs on it!!!! Sweet right? But yeah, I watched Hamtaro, the best hamster based show ever.... and here i am now writing a blog. Cool beans. So yea thats pretty much it. tomorrow I have to go to work with mom and do stupid summer reading. ttyl,

Rae

mood: Chillin' music: Red Jumpsuit Apparatus "The Grim Goodbye"